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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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8:44 pm - Oh God
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i feel so alone.
i was all on my own
no one to help
no one to hear
HELP
i srcreamed.
no one heard
no one came
except HIM
in me.
I begged him to stop.
he said NO
i can't remember his name
but it's all the same
stupid life
no hope.
I'll never be a wife
because i'm scarred,
now too hardened
becauseof that rape.
treated like a grape
just cast away
i couldn't stay.
and now I lay
and sometimes pray
and as i lie
I cry Icry
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Im startin this journal cos i just gotta get all my feelins out about everything. A month ago i was raped and this is a poem about how bad i feel about it. i just feel like no one cares and that evryones out to hurt me and its so unfair it was me. i dont feel i can tell anyone but i no i hav to. i want this guy to pay but i feel so ashamd. speshally cos im a lesbian and ive never had straight sex b4. i dont no what to do. and now i mite be pregnant. wat do i do?
current mood:  depressed
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